thorn by my side

I've been free for the past 4 days. my freedom dies out when i begin studying for the paper on the 18th. Journalism was tough, twisted actually. I'm praying i'll pass with a decent grade . My mom has no idea I have a second paper to take which is bad because i never told her i got barred from the exam. But then again, i'm taking the paper as first attempt. anyway i'm looking for a tutoring job to help elementary school kids with both English and Science. I need to get out of my current job pronto.
Apart from that, my mind won't let me stop thinking.
My answer is certain but I can't help thinking about yours.
And if i told anybody else, they'd get infected.
ohyes f.y.i, it's hell contagious.